A M O

I Am Me

animapersa1:

I am me. I do not fit under what society categorizes as normal. I’m not the prettiest or the most popular within my circle… I don’t stand out and would much rather blend in and go unnoticed. Large groups of people scare the life out of me. I do much better alone or with a few close friends. Everyone seems to know my name, but more likely than not I will stare at you blankly, trying to remember yours. I am a quiet person… please don’t take that as being a snob, I’m not! I just don’t trust which keeps me in my shell. I have dark thoughts… I try to contain them, dirty little secrets, but sometimes I cannot prevent it from trickling out. I hate confrontation, but when provoked words slip, my tongue like a whip, and I realize only after I should have kept my comments to myself. I dress mainly in black, it symbolizes the death of who I once was, a reminder of past losses. But don’t get me wrong, I’m a friendly, creative, loving person. My only crime is looking to be accepted for whom I am without judgement. I’m starting to think that’s not possible. I am me.